Rockin' my fro, a wig or head scarf?

It is officially day 4 of my natural hair journey and I am not having the most fun with it. I must say it is difficult seeing a different image every day that I look in the mirror. MY girlfriend begged me to comb my hair out and see how it looked, she also asked me to dress up in boy clothes for shits and giggles but I shot that idea down quickly. I looked like a little black boy who was trying to grow out a fro, which was entertaining, but I had to wash it because I am not comfortable rocking a fro yet. I normally wake up in the morning optimistic or at least trying to be. Today was probably the most optimistic day I have had so far. I wore a red head scarf instead of my hair being out and I am much more comfortable that way which is fine with me! I plan to go look at some wigs this week in hopes I will find some inspo, even if it isn't a wig the hair store will open my mind. I am nervous, but have been watching youTube videos like a crazy woman since I cut my hair. It is actually kind of funny typing in "Black women cornrows" or "Black woman's makeup" into the search bar when I am feeling curious, but I notice that so many white people pop up when I search general things. I don't know why youTube videos are so interesting to me but somehow they get me interested in the persons life, what got them to where they are now and what made them want to do youTube. I personally want to captivate the minds of others.. I want to show people small things that have to do with makeup. I am very into makeup but I do not use it to cover things up.. only to enhance. I am currently using the same drugstore products and a few things from the wish app and I love them. The only expensive items I believe I will be purchasing are eyeshadow pallets, and hair products until I can afford differently. I am so curious about how many people would even view my videos that is kind of why I am putting this out. ANYWAYS... this red scarf is working for me even though it is ripped in the back. I can't wait to show you guys the wig I get if I get one. I plan on getting something basic to start and hopefully going out swangin' it like a diva. Talking nonsense once again guys but yeah day 4 was cool.. my hair is as nappy as ever and I am currently rockin' the scarves, and finding more of MY beauty. How are you finding yours?

#Fro #Afro #Headscarf #WIg #Drugstoremakeup