1 Month Update!

Tomorrow marks one month all natural. I am happy I can say that, although lord knows I want to give up. My hair is not noticeably longer but I have taken some things into consideration. I am obviously new at this and do not know all the products I should be using and things that may be used to help my hair grow, but in time that will change. Also, trying to find things that I can do with my hair is a struggle. I have been taking the easy way out by getting my hair braided regularly and just wearing a scarf but that is how I feel comfortable at the moment and I know that is okay. I have been looking into some ways that I can style my short hair but I really want it to be a little bit longer in the front to get it into a bun or something of the sort. I am happy to feel a little bit of thickness in my hair though, I washed my hair and felt a little difference in the texture which made me smile. Thinking of some new inventive ways to do my hair and wear it natural since my friends called me on it when I wore a scarf out the other day. This is definitely challenging but it really is FORCING me to recognize a lot about myself, my mental health, my relationship, and self esteem. I hope this journey gets more enjoyable but I am glad I started. By the end of next month I want to have at least found one way to wear my hair that I am constantly confident in wearing in public, and feeling like I am truly BEAUTIFUL with it. Hair isn't everything and although I am not 100% sure about that I am definitely coming around. Self love is my main focus this month. So I can find MY BEAUTY. Hoping this helps everyone find theirs.